It must be hurtful to the soul that your heart and hands are shaking to type out the words.

It's okay, you're still here writing brilliant articles that make me comment on them like I'm writing my own article, lol.

I also had a big failure several years ago and I couldn't face it, so I went literally CRAZY to escape it. You're much braver than me.

I wrote an article, "I spent my prime time in the graveyard" and you can scroll down to read the parts to know how my situation was. Totally like a psychopath but unconscious.

I let my family suffer from my failure. I guess that's the main reason they're so happy that I'm doing something I like, even though I don't earn any money. And for the similar reason, I hope to make money to buy everything they want or take them to travel through writing.